I did it!
I was as nervous as a long-tailed cat in a room full of rocking chairs this morning, but I did it. At both church services I gave the following speech on my progress. It’s amazing how much it took for me to stand in front of a crowd and speak. It used to be so much easier, but today was more rewarding. As I told those it attendance, this was part of my therapy in the healing process.
Here’s what I said….
Do you ever wonder how the people are doing that we prayed for last week? How about last month or last year? A year ago today there was a guy in your prayers that is still here and doing well. He has spent the past year looking through one eye. I actually remember him standing in front of you, in a puddle of tears, with his family. He was a mess.
I know that guy. I love THAT guy. I am THAT guy.
I’m the guy with one eye that you’ve seen in the narthex. I’m the guy that was crossing the back of the volleyball court at a recent tournament. As I walked briskly, I took a volleyball right behind my ear like one of those ducks at the carnival. I’m THAT guy.
A year ago today, yes April Fools Day, I had brain surgery with a specialist in Phoenix, AZ. The surgery was to remove a Cavernous Malformation (or a bunch of screwed up blood vessels) from my brain stem. This would allow my vision to return to normal – or at least I hoped.
You may remember, if you were here for the results of my surgery, it went well. There are still problems with right-side numbness and another Cavernous Malformation. But, after 8 months of not being able to drive – I’m back in the driver’s seat. As far as my vision returning to normal, well we’re working on that. The hope is that I will have corrective surgeries over the next year to raise my lids and “straighten” my eyes.
Often times we go on about our day and forget about those people that we’ve prayed for. I’m here today to remind you the power of those prayers. I’m here to remind you that those prayers matter. Remember that when you say your prayers, that these are actual people. We have actual circumstances. Some outcomes are better than others, but I’m here with a happy ending.
In September, I started to blog about my experiences and life in general. I’d love to have you visit my blog and become a follower. This will allow you to monitor my progress and share my experiences with others. If you’re interested please come see some time.
Here’s the kicker, I don’t believe that God gave me these issues. But, I’m sure that he wants me to use them for his glory. I’ve seen many people gain value from it already. That’s not only a Wagner family statement, but also a world statement.
Thank you all of your prayers and God bless!
It’s a great feeling when you overcome your fears.
Brian E. Wagner is a Speaker, Author and Coach, and he is also the Creator of A RADICAL VISION.
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glad you are doing better. remember when you made fun of me for being different i do. Just hope u can see how u made me feel. not to good. I will pray for you and hope that you get the sight back in your eye GOD BLESS YOU BRIAN
It’s all about attitude………….and you have a great one!
Glad to hear you were able to present again. Your speeches usually have a great point. Good thing your tail wasn’t any longer… we may not have enjoyed the speech.