This is me trying too hard
During certain times of your life you’ve experienced low moments. You weren’t always sure where rock bottom was. It just seemed like you were taking blow after blow.
Then there are those time when you feel like you’ve got the magic stick When I was a kid they would have said “Abracadabra!” I guess now it’s something like “Expeliarmus”.
…Blah, blah, blah….
What was I even trying to say? Sometimes I think I talk just to hear myself talk.
I started this blog nearly two weeks ago, because I wanted to tell you about my book launch party. But, I never sent because I never finished it. What a waste!
I came off of the weekend higher than a kite. It was one of the best weekends that I can remember. Ask my wife, she’ll tell you! Two weeks later and I’m still pumped and excited about the book. Sure, not everything is going the way that I want but it’s still good.
Then why do I get so hung up on a blog post. I wanted to make sure that I didn’t say “I” too much. I’m sorry, but that’s just the way that I write. I’m working on getting better, but I still shouldn’t let that hold me back from writing to you. True, I’m not the best writer and I’m not the best person. However, what I am is the best version of me that’s possible.
You don’t care if I say “I” too much or even if I misspell certain things. This world sometimes gets too wrapped up in perfection. Just let me be the best version of me possible and I’ll work on smoothing out the rough parts.
I promise not to get into my own way (too much) anymore. That is exactly what happened. I got too wrapped up in everything and ended up not doing anything.
This is “me” trying to be better at talking with you. That’s the most important thing.
Thanks for listening to my rant on me.
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